hie..

officially sch ovr todae....so sad..hui min leavin liaoz...i miss my class so fast mann...i cldnt tahan when last week i nvr c dem fer 1 whole week...cuz of council camp, mc, n da wk shop...haiz...altho can c dem nxt yr, not da same la...i miss dem sooo much mann! ok...ifc test post poned liaoz...tmr..muz go n improve on da standard of my uniform...ok..gtg
bubbyee...


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, October 29, 2004

alo...

todae...took charge of house-cleaning...den played my bharathanatyam dance performance n mentally revised my steps n moves...wah lao...i felt so tempted to dance n so i tried to dance fer abt 5 mins...den my knee n ankle started to ache...haiz...i m unfortunate...unlucky...tt's all i noe...i m forced to stop practising my dance tt is equal to my breath...haiz...I WANT TO DANCE!!!!!!haiz...

l8r muz prepare no 4 uniform...i dunno hw i m gonna do ifc tmr..allergic to grass liaoz...den hv to start doin maths hol hw...den muz do finish dad's hw, a compre passage taken frm newspaper...haiz...den my search fer my medical records...den muz record my council port folio...wad else arh...oh ya..l8r aftr parents cum hme, muz get sign in report bk, consent form n da option form...

anw, yest gotta chat w sum one hu i had wanted to chat w, fer ages...so happie! hahaaz....tt person oso v happie to chat w me liaoz...

btw, dunno if i said here earlier...me plannin to take physics, chemistry, english, A maths, D maths, social studies+literature elective, geography, higher tamil....yea...hahaz...

ok...gtg
bubbyee


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Thursday, October 28, 2004

hi ppl....sry cldnt blog cuz was dwn w fever flu cough sorethroat n head ache.... oh yea...council camp was fun...evry thing was fun...except fer my stoopid leg n my flu...n sum n mon i was sick...mon was on mc n tues hadta go fer a clean n green env werkshop which mrs neo put me dwn fer...me nicole n lynette went...had a nice tym...was quite useful anw...n we hv to do a 40 min presentation to da whole sch next yr can? haiz....den...todae went to sch...rot in class...got report bks...den ya...nth much la..i v lazy to type la...ok...bubbyee


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Wednesday, October 27, 2004

kanavenbathu kaRpanaiyalla
kaRpanaiyenbathu kanavalla

kanavu kaRpanaiyaanathu
poi meiyyaanathu
aasai niraasaiyaanathu

manampol vaazha ninaithaen
vithipol vaazha veNdum
angeegaaram pera virumbinaen
niraagarikkappattuvittaen

veRRiyadaiya ninaithaen
tholviyuRRu thalak kuninthaen
madhippu pera virumbinaen
dhuchchamaagak karuthappadugiraen

pukazh pera virumbinaen, igazhap padukiraen
iRaivanai nambinaen, nambavaithu kazhuthaRuthaan
vaazhkkai eduthukkaattaaga virumbinaen
aanaal, keLvikkuRiyaakivittathu

aasigaLenna, vaazhthukkaLenna
neramenna, muyaRchiyenna
uzhaipputhaan enna

tholvi tholviyae
avamaanam avamaanamae
manavaRutham aaRaathae
thalaikkunivu needikkumae

iRaivanengae?
karuNaiyengae?
irakkamengae?
theriyavillai...

sabathameduppaen
veRRi peRuvaen
pukazh peRuvaen
mathippu peRuvaen

vaNangamaattaen iraivanai
thodamaattaen avanai
saathithapin poojippaenae
illaiyenin karuthuvaenae
iraiyenbavan kallae...

-nivy-


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Tuesday, October 19, 2004

arlowz.....

a lotta say..wed saw day aftr tmr...da movie was nice la..den thurs had movie called quill..quite nice oso la...den fri i was da sec 2 co-ordinator...i was supposed to see if da charades (sec 2 post exam activity) was goin on smoothly n i was supposed to collect all da scoresheets..so morning 8.30 to 9.30 am, was rottin in da fitness corner..den 9.30 to 10.00 was hvin recess..den 10.00 to 11.00, i was rottin in da study pavillion..den ms tay saw me rottin, den asked me to go fer a patrol w her..so i went, we caught a grp of 4 ppl not doin deir werk n were playing basketball...so ms tay asked me to bk dem..n i did so...den i had a nice chat w ms tay n ms lim...i dinnoe ms lim was frm NCC! yea...den collected da scores n den went to da hall to give ms tay...den came hme..eh..i dunno leh..i think had nc liaoz...i think i went fer nc..i cant rem..went to temple n den attended a traditional musical concert...darn nice mann!

den sat went fer ncc...mum came w me..den she toked to mr chan, mrs lee, my ncos...n dunno hw many othr ppl she tok to mann...den mr chan asked me to go hme...so i came hme...den aftr noon, i went to a hse fer pooja..da dasserah, 10 days festivals...north indians call it durga pooja..so i went to my mum's fren'z hse..sang a few songs...dey praised my voice...said it wasnt nasal at all..dey said i was so blssed to hv naturally nice voice for indian carnatic music... my voice may not suit othr type of songs...but it only suits indian traditional music.

den came hme n prep fer sundae...spent tym w family... todae went to sch.. stoopid la...dey gave a comp to do even aftr exam, fer commonwealth competition...i went out of class to hv sum inspiration to write da compo...den i saw so many ppl doin stuff tt pissed me off...lost my inspiration to write liaoz...den went baq to class n rotted...finally finished my compo...last thing to piss me off was da news tt dey weren't givin us our papers todae...wah lao eh...den had nc aftr sch...did arm drills...quite fun la...den toked w ncos...

hw dare dey lose respect...we shall werk together to gain baq our respect...hw can one second lose respect one? we earned it so hard...we shall gain it baq...UNITY IS STRENGTH! BRAVO! veryhard to earn a gd name n respect...but it juz takes a second to lose all tt u hv earned...lesson learnt...we shall build it up! i shall do my best n contribute as much as i can! we can do it BRAVO!

okies...gtg n prepare no 3 uniform n show ncos tmr..so, bubbyee...


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Monday, October 18, 2004

arlowz....

too many shocks n surprises, pleasant n unpleasant n confusin, todae... saw mum when returnin frm htl centre..saw dad in da mrt...saw sgt zel at da interchange...den went to tuition, last class i wld b goin fer dis yr....had a shock cum surprise dere...den, cum hme, was tokin to aish ovr da phone n den end up steppin on a diseased lizard....n i din realise it until my grandma stopped me frm tokin n told me...den i jumped up n dwn in disgust...i was squirmin so uncomfortably....i nvr even purposely killed an ant n i had stepped on a LIZARD!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lao eh..too much stuff until tk boleh tahan sia...haiz..haiz...haiz...

however, i m clear in my decisions to a few of dese shocks n surprises....in other werds, i m confused but clear...haiz..juz felt lyk pourin out a bit of stuff here...n i hv done so...so nw i m goin..

gd bye..


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Wednesday, October 13, 2004

hi ppl...

anw forgotta tell y'all...fridae went to aish's hse to watch movie, w isabel, ginette, farz, kairiya, eunice n of cuz aish....we watched exorcist..not as scary as i expected it to b...i think da village was much better...budden it was still a bit scary la..me n eunice were grippin each other's hand in fright n coverin our eyes n ears w pillows...budden da village was worse la...i cried out of fright cuz it was my first tym watchin horror movie...budden..i mean..dere was no story, but da creature was quite scary...but exorcist was so fake...da make-up n da settin & atmosphere was not tt freaky tho it was a bit...

aftr exorcist, we all watched A Walk To Remember... it wasnt tt bad la..n i juz nw did a foolish thin...i wanted to take a bottle of ice water frm da fridge..den i accidentally spilt a whole box of rice-flour...i had a hard tym cleanin it up mann...

anw, i dunno y, last nite i had a dream...it was science exam da next day..i was readn my science text book on da chapter of atoms n molecules..den i was practisin da calculations on voltage, current, power n resistance...den i went mad aftr practisin evrything...

i oso dunno y it seems like it has bin ages since exams hv bin over when it has bin only 4 days...anw, i m still anxious fer my results..nah..nvm...lemme enjoy fer a few days..i hv bin doin nothin but watchin movies n readin harry potter's fifth bk which i had left unread fer da hols...anw, i hv gotten a new fren..a potted flowerin plant...i hv bin tokin to it fer hrs like a lunatic person...but i luv tokin to plants...i mean even plants need love, care n concern...hahaz...i noe it is lame..but i believe in it...yeah..

n tml muz go n check htl papers...i muz rem to return mua library bk..it has bin ages since my htl class borrowed it..but i guess none of 'em hv returned it...dey said da papers wun b shown to dose hu hvnt returned deir lib bk..

gtg liaoz...
byee.


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Tuesday, October 12, 2004

hey guys! looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong tym nooo c! no tok! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaz

i m goin crazy mann! free frm EXAMS! anw....i met my pri sch fren hui qiong... she reminds me of hwee boon...she lks exactly like her lorh...da cheeks, da way she walks, toks, ht....all da same...juzz tt she has long her..she will look like hb hvin long hair...yarh...

anw, i m so bored...so sad cant go fer nc tmr..muz go out w parents n spend tym w dem...anw in a way it is gd la....cuz i nvr tok to dem fer a long tym...i feel as if i m lost...dunno wad's happenin at hmw...nvr c my parenst fer a long tym...had bin concentratin on studies...n EXAM...since nw it is ovr..i can go out w dem..

yarh...i dunno wad else to sae leh....okies...c y all l8r...byee


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, October 08, 2004