alo ppl...

in comp lab rite nw..hvin cs lesson..

long tym nvr blog liaoz..comp spoilt n infected w sum sorta virus..n sum one said tt i m like a drug addict lidat..addicted to da comp..well i make sure i prove dem wrong..dey think i cant live w out comp..well i can..juz tt nw i got nth better to do..

got baq common test results fer maths, sci n d&t..well...i hv dun better n sci n maths relatively as da sci paper was tough..in sci, i got more dan wad i expected but of cuz not satisfied larh..maths was expected..d&t was more dan expected..al in all i hv a bit pof improvement larh..i shd werk harder.. last sat, cuz of my stoopid ankle, i cldnt finish running da orienteerin lorh..i cld hv if sgt paula n sgt sin hui nvr saw me... i wld hv walked, jogged n ran if dey hadnt stopped me..budden my ankle got swollen like xiao when i went baq hme..

dis is a tamil saying:
kaNNinRu kaNNaRa sollinum sollaRka
munninRu pinnokkaa sol..

dere is oso anthr one:
theeyinaal sutta puNNum aaRum - aaRaathu
naavinaal sutta vadu..

da first one means tt u shd tell a person directly abt deir mistakes rather dan tok bad behind deir baqs..da second one means tt even a burn caused by fire may heal in a few yrs, but a burn caused in da heart by words will nvr heal..

so one shd combine dese two together n tell a person abt deir mistakes directly to dem in a polite n unoffending way..n not tok bad abt dem b hind deir baqs..

sum one dun wanna b lieve me rite? well u wld if u hv experience..n pls say it in frnt of me dan tok bad abt me b hind my baq..u hv no rites to do so..u r da one causin all sorta trob n influencin evry one..all cuz of me..if not fer u, evry one wld b ok w me..u r da only one against me n goin arnd influencin ppl..well, listen, i m not ur maid fer u to yell at..even if u hv a maid, u hv to respect her as she is doin werk fer u..n it is v cowardly to go n influence ppl n turn dem against me..u might as well cum n argue w me directly..others may not realise tt u r influencin dem..but u shd noe tt..n i noe tt.. n if u have any personal grudge w me, cum n tok to me directly..n u dun do evrything, pretend u dunno anth n in frnt of others, act v nice to me hor.. ppl hu u r afraid of n hu u r actin in frnt of noe tt u r juz acting..frm now onwards, u can expect me to tok baq to u when u offend me..i m not gonna shut up, listen n keep it to myself..geddit clear..

anw, dis is da lyrics of a song i noe..budden i hv changed dem a bit to suit.......
BRAVO 04!

The star of our future is shining bright
Let us move hand in hand towards that light
We will nurture our talents, develop our minds
As we journey onwards and keep pace with time.

Arise Bravo 04 stand up and walk tall
Be bold in our purpose, be truthful to all
Striving to excel, giving of our best
Never fear or falter when we're put to the test.

In our work and play we'll help one another
For we belong to one platoon in Crescent NCC
So strengthen our bonds, be united as one
And make Bravo 04 second to none.

Arise Bravo 04 stand up and walk tall
Be bold in our purpose, be truthful to all
Striving to excel, giving of our best
Never fear or falter when we're put to the test.

UNITY IS STRENGTH BRAVO 04!

c u all soon..
bubbye...

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, August 27, 2004

hie..

in comp lab rite nw...cs lesson...

BELATED HAP BIRTHDAY HWEE BOON!(aug 10)
sry fer da delay in my wishes cuz i din getta blog...

got a few things to sae..

firstly, i watched india's independance day parade! dey telecasted it in da sun tv fer abt 15 mins...wah lao eh...da commandos juz rawk man! so satt n garang! dis is da first tym i m watchin india's national day parade mah..tt's y i m so damn excited...

secondly, so sweet of my dad rite? he got me a lotta clothes on wednesdae...he was waiting fer me outside da tuition centre..den he said muz go n get good quality jeans, pants, shirts n t-shirts... den we first went to 'Event Hall' in ginza plaza to buy normal pants n t-shirt...den when we were abt to go home, we saw dis shop 'Ohlaho'..den we juz went in to hv an idea of clothes dere n den we ended up spendin like n a half hrs dere...we bought a jeans fer my sis n mum each..n my mum bought anthr shirt fer herself..n den i got 1 3/4 jeans(was persuaded by my mum to b more modern n wear 3/4 pants, i preferred full pants), one full pants(jeans), 2 t-shirts n 2 conventional shirts...so by da end of da day, i had 3 pants and 5 shirts...and only on tuesday i had gotten 2 punjabi suits(tailored) frm my mum...so swit of dem rite? hahaz....

thirdly, my class created a havvock in front of our class room juz cuz dey saw a cricket...i was da first one to c it...smth juz came flying n landed in front of our door n since i was da one closest to da door, i noticede it while tokin to farz...it was smth like free period cuz mrs gam din cum fer cme n we all were doin our own werk...den i told farz n farz told da whole class...den eunice, tess n gang went out to c...den tess brought it into da class! she was hvin it in her hands n den showed it in front of my face n i freaked out can? den aftr much persuasion frm my classmates, she n company went down to da study pavillion n left it dere....haiyoahz...so disgusting....dey r part of nature..budden dey shd b kept at a dist n shd b watched at..we shdnt torture it by pickin it up w out its pleasure....

next, i managed to open my autograph bk usin dear xiao yuan's hair pin..hahaz...lame...i spoilt da lock..i nearly broke it..my key is lost mah...had a nice tym openin it n i spent da whole of my free period doin nth but juz tryin to open it...LAME..hahaz..

common tests results gonna cum baq soon...haiz..n i can only blog when we r allowed to do our own werk durin cs..haiz...




posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, August 20, 2004

hie..

got nth to blog, although got so many things to blog..haiz..i MAY NOT be bloggin, goin online in msn or loggin on to frenster at all or tt often due to a few reasons..so ppl, i m sry if i dun reply to ur frenster messages or ur messages on my tag board...n i req ppl notta flood my tag board unless dey hv smth valid to sae..

common tests r finally ovr n htl teacher is still da same way...life is apparently boring, as usual..nth much interestin..but very stressful..

gtg
bubbye..


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Thursday, August 19, 2004

alo...

long tym nvr blog liaoz..busy w common tests...

anw, got a lotta things happen dese few days..but too lazy to type evry single one of dem..so da impt news are..

yest was fridae da 13th...n tru enuff..it was a horrible day fer me..got common tests n summore go su many scoldings frm so many ppl..i kept on makin blunders n ended up gettin horrible scoldings frm ppl..wah lao! ppl treat me like slaves can?my grandma at 12.00 midnight, when i was gonna sleep aftr studying fer dunno hw long, asked me to sweep da floor..n i did so...den asked me to hang da washed clothes n i did..asked me to do dis do tt n i did evry thing when since da tym i came hme, i studied only frm 10 to 12 n all da othr while, i was sweepin da house n mopping it lorh! i was so damn pissed off can! haiz..nvm, i shall think of it this way..i m so helpful..i m so reliable to doo all sorta werk..dey all trust me to do da tasks completely n neatly...so i m sooooo HONOURED!

got exemption frm running n jumping activities fer 3 weeks...my tendons n ligament r v badly strained n r a bit damaged..so i v worried abt my orienteerin test..sry eshwaaree..i m givin u too much troub..pls bear w me..

secondly, watched ndp on tv on aug 9..i feel tt it is juz a bigger version n a more honourable version of ncc day parade..so proud tt sis gotta march in ndp! she was da only one frm crescent to march in ndp u noe! so proud to hv u as my godsis! anw HAPPY BELATED BIRHDAY SINGAPORE! 39th b'dae! s'pore shd prosper more!

common tests r not tt bad so far..eng n lit..i think i hv done better dan my othr tests n exams.. i hope i have improved..budden my brain is so saturated n is not takin any othr information..i shd improve my state..

sis tot me electricity n light..hahaz..i think she has refreshed her memory..thankyou sis!

still hv history, science, maths, d&t n htl...muz study harder..my dad's askin me to study harder leh..i m oredi tryin my very best lor..nvm i shd study until i go mad i think..if tt's wad he wants, i dun mind doin tt fer him..

ppl want me to put on a show i can but i dun like to cuz tt is a way of hypocrism..so i wun unless i really hv to..ppl wan me to b myself, i can surely b n i m oredi myself..juz tt ppl dun understand tt dis is my trueself..if i ask further qns, i m surely gonna b hurt..so i shant ask anymore n continue being myself..but i still dunno hw to prove to dem tt pleasin othrs is my trueself..haiz..n im not trying to suck up to ppl...if tt's wad u call suckin up..i dunno wad r sum othr ppl's actions called as..haiz..

my sis wanna join crez nc leh! she says she wanna wear da no 1 uniform aftr watchin ndp..i hope she can join n b one of da ppl hu will bring honour n glory to crez ncc! she says she wanna follow my footsteps..she wanna go n join clementi pri sch n den go to crescent n she wants to take ncc as her cca...dis means tt i hv bin a gd role model to her!

anw advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDIA! tmr is her b'dae...57th b'dae..may u prosper further india..

learnt a lesson frm flowers...flowers nvr live fer themselves u noe..dey bloom n give freshness to da environment n too ppl's mind..dey r used to beautify da environment..indian women keep dem in deir hair..to make dem look beautiful..n when ppl's warm breath is felt by da flowers, dey wilt faster dan dey usually do..n finally when flowers die, ppl juz throw dem away...we all shd not totally b like flowers la..but shd hv tt kinda mindset..tt we shd help othrs n be as useful as possible to othrs...we shd also live fer ourselves..but not totally fer ourselves oso..

htl is so irritatin..budden since my eng is bad, i hv to continue..da teahcer has tamil typing oso fer ca u noe..pls la..got so many types of tamil keyboards n i noe only one of dem...he says muz type da uptlc type of keyboard, tamil 99 keyboard n i noe only anjal key board..n da test is on tuesday lorh..so unfiar fer me as i dun hv tt keyboard at hme to practice at home..haiz...

dis song really gave me encouragement lorh...i hv made up my mind to follow da lyrics of dis song..

ovvoru pookkaLumae solgirathae
vaazhvenRaal poraadum porkaLamae
ovvoru vidiyalumae sogirathae
iravaanaal pagalondRu vanthidumae

nambikkai enbathu vaeNdum nam vaazhvil
latchiyam nichaiyam vellum oru naaLil
manamae oh manamae nee maarividu
mazhaiyo athu paniyo nee mothividu

uLLam endrum eppothum
udainthu poga koodaathu
enna intha vaazhkai endRa
eNNam thondRa koodaathu

entha manithan nenjukkuL
kaayam illai sollungaL
kaala pokkil kaayam ellaam
maRainthu pogum maayangaL

uLi thaangum kaRkaL thaanae maNmeethu silayaagum?
vali thaangum uLLam thaanae nilayaana sugam kaaNum?
yaarukkilai poraattam? kaNNil enna neerottam?

oru kanavu kaNdaal, adhai thinam muyandRaal
oru naaLil nijamaagum..
manamae oh manamae nee maarividu
mazhaiyo athu paniyo nee mothividu..

vaazhkai kavithai vaasippom
vaanamaLavu yoasippom
muyaRchi endRa ondRai mattum
moochupola swasippoam..

latcham kanavu kaNNodu
latchiyangal nenjodu
unnai vella yaarum illai
uRuthiyodu poraadu..

manithaa un mathai keeri vithai podu maramaagum
avamaanam, padu tholvi, ellaamae uRavaagum
tholvi indRi varalaaRaa?
thukkam enna en thozha?

oru mudivirunthaal athil theLivirunthaal
antha vaanam vasamaagum..
manamae oh manamae nee maarividu
mazhaiyo athu paniyo nee modhividu..

nice lyrics rite? those hu dun understand tamil n hu wanna noe da meanin of da lyrics, pls go n ask ur tamil frenz...sry i too lazy to provide translation..hahaz..nidta go n study fer common test..
bubbye









posted by battle between mind and emotions at Saturday, August 14, 2004

arlow!

tuesdae...

went fer shooting...hurt my elbow...

wednesday...

went fer shootin finals...disappointed w myself..anw, one person go n criticise me..she say summore! n if da person is reading my entry, pls dun b surprised if i tok baq to u if u criticise me once more...i hv not toked baq to u so far...so pls mind ur werds n dun make me do wad i hv not done...

thurs...

a very boring dae...went fer da brainiest historian contest...den rushed fer physio therapy...da physiotherapist said got new prob pop up...since i sprained my ankle recently 2 wks ago, my tendon has a damage n my original prob was my ligament...so she said i hv to rest my ankle at least fer 1 n a half yrs in order to cur lorh! it is not possible lorh...i told her i hv ncc...den she was like, mebbe go fer nc but dun do da running...hw can tt b possible? so she said evry dae do ice massage to control da tendon's damage n do physiotherapy fer da ligament...she said only aftr i got outta sec sch or aftr jc, my ankle can cure...haiz...

fridae...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST AISH! (aug 6)

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY INDIA (aug 15) AND SINGAPORE (aug 9)!

todae is da 6th yr of aish celebratin her b dae w me..or rather aftr noein me...
celebrated national day...mrs gam n ms seow gave us roses..red fer some n white fer some...todae was mrs gam's n ms nurazlin's b dae too...

mr samat made us stay baq until aftr da sec 1 tablet pc briefin was ovr juz to sae one sentence "2S1, 2S2, 2S3..dose hu hvnt taken deir PFT pls c me now..."wah lao..i was damN pissed off lorh! 45 mins leh...n summore w my tendons torture! it aches wheneva i sit still fer more dan 15 mins lorh...when i sit on chairs, it is not tt painful...i cld hv at least gone fer lit lecture leh...

den changed n went to orchard w aish, malikkaa, farz, kairiya, asyiqin n jean...ate at KFC..den went to do window shopping...went fer da movie "The Village"...at 2.30pm...wah lao..since it was my first tym watchin a horror movie, it was damN scary lorh! but aish n farz said da movie was so stoopid...haiz... i was so scared until i held malikkaa n asyiqin n started crying lorh! malik oso cried...asyiqin was comfortin us...kairiya oso was screamin thruout da movie...den aftr da movie, malik hurried us...so din check wad i left...den when we went to da exit i realised i had lost my wallet lorh! tt was da most horrifyin part of da day...more horrifying dan da movie can? den went baq to da theatre n dey said dey had found it n it was at da 5 th storey...so went dwn n asked dem...n dey asked me a few qns n gave it to me..when dey opened it to take out my ez link card, i think my 20 bucks dropped lorh! it was aish's present money..i lost it! i nvr found it lorh! only aftr reachin hme, i realised it can? i hope i dun lose anymore things...

my whole day spoiled by a dearest person can? i tot no money? hw cum can go dere one arh? i wld not hv bin angry w u if u had directly told me tt u din wanna go w us...i hate betrayal n lies can? i m so disappointed by u...so dis- heartened...n thru out da movie, was reminded of da person...

haiz...nw at home...hv to study fer common test n pack stuff fer tmr...n dese 4 days of hols r like study hols...cant enjoy..nvm..i shall werk hard n den enjoy l8r at da end of dis yr...i can make it...i m gonna do it! at least fer da sake of my parents...n of cuz fer my sis...i shd b a gd role model fer her...

gtg
bubbye


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, August 06, 2004

hie...

thursdae..

wasnt feelin well..wed night, had fever, cough, flu, fever, sore throat n headache...was sufferin v badly..i knew if i go to da doctor, he will surely gimme 5 medicines n at least one day of sick leave n 2 days of exemption frm PE...n den my dad forced me to go to da doctor...i had no choice but to go n da doctor gave all da stuff i had predicted lorh..so thursdae nvr go to school..

fridae...

went to sch, feelin sooo sick.. den hadta leave at 11.15 fer da mobile learning's rehearsal..da minister launching thinggy...so hadta miss D&T n CS... den rushed fer htl..soo boring...haiz..den came home la..

saturdae..

horror! ROD! OMG! so sad...i feel tt i m in a werl of darkness lorh..day n night all of da same darkness..my heart is heavy man...i feel so sad..my snrs of delta 03 n delta 04 all rawk my werl man! dey rawk to da core! i miss dem! cant dey juz stay w us foreva?! u noe i always wish tt dis wld happen...hw nice wld it b if life was like a video tape or CD...when dere r da sad n bitter tymz, we shd b able to forward our life, wheneva we want we shd b able to rewind to our happy tymz...n when dere r sweet memories, we shd be able to pause our livez...i simply wish dis wld happen lorh..budden, unfortunately, dis is so impractical...haiz..

anw, da new encik is encik yi shiuan(dunno hw to spell), my new ncoz r sgt zuraidah n sgt samantha..da future-part-A ncoz r sgt huey huey n sgt yong hui...da future-part-B ncoz r sgt chi hui n sgt fauziah...da future-part-D ncoz r i think sgt raseena n sgt geraldine...

had ROD party...reached home at 11.30 pm...my heart is still tooo heavy lorh..i cant get ovr rod man..i cried da most i think...i started crying when it was da first rehearsal lorh..i din stop crying even when da final rod parade was over..so sweet of snr eileen to make key chainz n give us...n our ex-ncoz gave us post cards n kewt little socks...snr madeline gave us gummies..
thankyou snrs!

sundae...

studies, studies n more studies on sundae...had tuition...did sum home werk...a boring day infact..my cough mixture is makin me feel damn drowsy man...

mondae..

went to school...da day was soo boring.. aftr school had history-skit presentation...den had pft..my pft wasnt tt bad..had improvement frm last yr..except fer my shuttle run..i ran bare-footed, like da others...n den when i was abt to finish it, i heard a crack in my ankle, my ankle gave way n i juz fell, my head facin da ground..my head hit da floor..da werl swirled in front of my eyes...my head was hit very very hardly...started having a head ache n injured my stomach too...den i consoled myself n tried fer da second tym aftr sum rest...da same thing happened n my condition became worse lorh! my ankle guard was of no use...den my classmates came arnd me n den brought me to da side...den finally tried w my shoes on...my timing was quite bad..den farz came n den she said think of mangosteen n my timing improved lorh! hehehez..thz fer sayin da name at da right tym farz!

anw, i dun understand smth u noe...farz had her calf muscles aching immediately aftr doin 6 sit-ups lorh! i dun understand if she did sit-ups or smth lse lorh...wad has sit-ups gotta do w ur legs? anw, take care farz!

i m oso very pissed lorh! tmr have council meeting, rugby, dance assessment, imt shooting practice n htl lorh! which ones shd i go lorh! n obviously it is not possible fer me to b split up into 5 pieces lorh...i wld be glad if tt was possible lorh...or mebbe muz go n get da time-inverter frm emma watson(hermione granger, hw she went fer dif lessons at da same tym)..i think i shd do tt man..i m really sufferin like her man... n i hv to go fer imt shooting practice cuz dis is da first prac i m goin..n day aftr tmr is da final imt test lorh... n den i hv to go fer dance assessment as it is counted in da overall n i m not gonna let dis affect my overall position in da final yr man...n da teacher cant b convinced to change da day...so i oso hv to go fer it...n den rugby hv to go cuz mrs lim still counts excuse letters frm othr teachers as absent n give a demerit fer evry 3 tyms u dun go n i hv oredi missed 2 tym as a result of council meetings lorh...so it is oso a must..n den obviously htl is oso impt...council meetin, erm..ok la..can ask frm fellow councillors..budden hw to manage da rest?! council meeting is at 2.15 most prob..dance assessment is at 2.15 oso...imt shooting, muz fall-in at 2.20 pm...rugby is at 2 to 3.30...htl, muz leave sch at 4 pm..

den wed i hv imt final...den thursdae i hv physiotherapy..da doctor is mad at me as i hv postponed my appointment fer 6 tymz oredi...fridae i hv htl oso i think...can sum one suggest sum solutionz! i m so pissed off n confused! unable to think!

ok gtg
bubbyee...


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Monday, August 02, 2004