i m juz so damn bored rite nw.. life is so monotonous.. no excitements.. all only disappointments.. so sick of it.. even though my A levels r over, i cant take a bloody break.. all the time studying.. preparing for entrance exams.. 13 more to go.. hope to get thru by merit.. aiyah.. dunno la.. while doing O levels, they said "juz a few more months.. n then u'll all be free..".. n then started jc 1.. then they said "wait till u all finish A levels.. n then u ll all be free.." now a levels r over.. nw they're saying "wait till u finish all ur entrance exams and u get into a professional course.. n then u ll all be free..".. then they'll say "wait till u finish ur bachelors n then u ll all be free.." then post graduation then job then stabilisation then work then earn enuf then bring up ur kids then settle them in life n on and on it goes.. so basically, we'll never get our damn break.. muz be studying and working all the time.. haiz.. all humans have become like robotd.. all of us are running after money.. what a mechanical life we're all living.. no time to take a peaceful walk.. no time to relax and listen to the song of the morning birds, to see the flowers blooming.. to see the treesshedding their leaves..to enjoy the beauty of nature.. to live life the way we want.. haiz.. let's hope for a more relaxed, peaceful life..

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, April 10, 2009