alo.......


this is da translation of a tamil saying oso......u can wake a person up from his sleep if he is really sleeping.....but u can never ever wake a person up if he or she is pretending to sleep.....in da same way......u can correct a person hu is really showing u black face and u can make them smile at u......but u can never ever correct a person hu is pretending to show black face to u n hu pretends to b pissed off w u.....haix.......

so happy for her tt she wasnt late.....i notice she has been coming early for this week.....*wonders why*....first person i saw when i reported to my foyer duty was her......so shocked! didnt expect such a pleasant shock!

budden, when one of my class mates came late.....n i booked her....her father asked her, " Ms (her name), r u late today? " my class mate replied, " yes pappaa "

then her father asked why she told him tt dis tym is not considered late....she said tt yest she wasnt late....den the father started screaming at me.......summore my partner....sec 3 councillor wasnt dere....i m not used to dis kinda screaming though i m used to, frm my own parents, den he said, i noe u r prefects n tt u r all brilliant, u muz relax da sch rules a bit, 1, 2 mins late muz not mind, got traffic jam, blah blah blah.....i was totally shocked...... i was agitated but controlled my anger, stayed calm, and started toking politely,

sorry sir but rules r set to b followed n we hv no rites to relax dem according to suit our conveniences, tt's y we hv two bells ringing to allow the pupils to hv a warning n she is expected to reach da parade sq by the second bell, n so on....he still wldnt listen....but luckily francessca and nicole were there.....they oso xplained to him n i carried on booking my class mate......tt parent asked me to show him my watch, i did so n said tt it was nine mins fast, he asked wat is the tym tt is not considered late, n i said 7:22 am when da 2nd bell goes......he saw my name tag n took down my name.....

aftr he was gone, i asked both of dem wat if he called up da sch n complained n wat if he makes up stories abt me? dey said i wasnt at fault n wat i did was rite....so dey said nth to worry, n dey were quite angry w my partner hu was sup to do duty w me but wasnt dere......

later during pe, my class mate apologised on the behalf of her father n oso tt she did not mind me bkin her as she was at fault.....such a nice class mate.....i m so proud of her.....

life sux lor.....i find going to sch so xien.....juz tt dun wanna b at hme......i go to sch.....lost hope in eng.......lost interest in math n sci....though i still get the marks i want....which i dunno how n why.....i wonder y i cant get tt kinda of marks for eng....need tuition frm ms chua, apart frm my tuition i tink.....so sad, ms chua will b going off soon....i wld miss her........no more miss yew....i miss miss yew.....miss wong rox too....dey all r so nice......but life still sux to the core.....tmr muz go for nc.....yeah!!! so happy......but i find evryting so boring.......i was juz abt to slip n fall in the middle of da road when i was crossing it, i wish i had ended my life there...... all i wish is only one thing, i shldnt hv another birth........ my fate is to live n suffer....sec 2 sooooo stressful..soooo much homework sia........ i shall leave evry ting to god, n wateva i m fated to wld happen......

byeez......

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Saturday, March 27, 2004