Fine!!!!! say hi.....dun wanna reply!!!! muz hv all probs w me only arh????!!!!
m i da only goon in dis wide world???? cant forget camp.....on my b'dae eve, b'dae n day aftr b'dae.....i hope i can get tt oppurtunity w the same batch of ppl another tym in my life......I dun wan ROD to cum......reminded of tt horrifying terrifying thing suddenly.........arghhhh!!!!!!! nvm....i shall try to get ovr it when tym cums.......i shall stay w sweet memories aftr ROD like i m doing aftr last yr ROD!

but i wan other ppl to remember....words that r being used on others cannot b taken back.....said is said....actions oso cant b taken back... negative words and actions tt hurt other ppl leave a scar behind in their heart permanently....nvm

went to farz's hse to make cake for practise for homecons prac. test.....chatted w my dear sis....in farz's ID.... she tot it was farz.....i tink she freaked out....she quickly go n appear offline....had a nice tym freaking aish out.....pretended to be sum 1 else....tok to her in a dif tone....very exciting sia....i tink she wld hv understand how much farz was freaked out when aish called farz n said tt it was my dear sis.....nvm....

juz remembered wat happened yesterday......i went to the temple....to c a dance performance.....i didn't noe y dere was dance performance all of a sudden......only aftr going there did i realise tt it was the telugu(a religion of indians) new year.......guess hu i saw! Mr S.R. Nathan, da president of s'pore and his wife, da first lady of s'pore...... i very badly wanted to tok to her.....as i felt as though sum 1 had pressed a rewind button in my life.......i was reminded of wat had happened when i was in primary five......i shall bring u to my past......

it was children's day celebration in the year 2001, at ,my pri sch, Clementi Primary School...... it was sept 30th.....we all were waiting eagerly to receive da first lady of s'pore.....i was standing there nervouslessly, wordless......as i was da only person performing for her, a dance.....n was da only person selected to interact w her...... i was puzzled y dey had chosen me....though i felt honoured.......i found out tt it was becuz i m 1 yr younger than my level mates as i m born in 1991......dey knew tt i started, in my beloved India, K 1 at da age of 2 and a half.....i was so shocked.......

i was in my dance make up......my level mates, guys came n teased me.....dey said i was blushing a lot.......finally the long awaited tym came......mrs nadhan came....i performed my dance....den i went to tok to her......gave her a boquet......i was like reciting smth tt i had memorised......when i actually did not do tt.....hahazzzz.......lol.....feel so stupid when i think of tt......aftr the so called recitation of abt 60 lines....for 15 mins..... i juz went off.....den i heard sum 1 calling my name.....it was my teacher....she said tt mrs nadhan was calling me....i went, anxiously........she asked me....." Could I have a photo w u pls..." i was so maluated........i was supposed to ask tt as it is an opportunity tt not evry one wld get.....in the end.....took five pics w her....got one of them, the best shot.....enlarged w her signature, which was sent to my hse by post.......

the mom i met her at da temple.....she tot deeply for a while, den she was like " weren't u da one hu performed for me at clementi pri sch? i took a few photos w u rite? " den i was like...." erm....yes ma'am....thx for remembering me ma'am..........how r u ma'am? " den she replied " i m fine thankyou....y did u not perform ur dance here? " den i said, " i wasnt able to allocate tym for dis, ma'am " den tok for a while.......den bid farewell n came home.....

this is da first tym ever tt i feel proud of myself..... or rather i feel so honoured.....hahahazzzzz.....

gtg now liaozzz.... byeezzzz

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Tuesday, March 23, 2004