hi.....

cldnt go for nc todae liaoz......so sick......evry day having fever, headache n stomach ache early in da morning and at nite......last night, my temperature was 38.1.......to night gonna c doctor......experiencing dis same prob for da past one week.......very scary......

so boring at home.......miss pt n marching.......so sad.........missing a lot of arm drills.......i wish i had gone for activity todae.....but parents and grandma didnt allow......i wld hv gone.......budden mebbe wld hv reported sick dere.....didnt wanna b accused of not going home.....so listened to dem n stayed at home.....staring at four walls.....

so sad.....next week oso can only go after 10 am.....having higher tamil listening comprehension mid year exam.........so angry w htl centre....muz dey hv it on sat morn? will b missin pt again......so sad......haix......hate higher tamil....but sumtyms like it......sumtyms boring, sumtyms interesting......

still have a load of htl homework, two pieces of art work......n science chp 6 theory book, my most hatred chp as i always get all wrong in dis chp.....cant understand anything.......my classmates all get full marks in dis chp except me n farz......haiz....we r so weird n dif frm othr ppl.....

sum 1 went offline w out sayin gd bye to me.......i tink i pissed her off.......i hv been pissing off A LOT OF PPL for da past few days.......

juz realised tt i sincerely lurve singapore, da same amt as i lurve india! heard sum one tok bad abt s'pore n i went n scolded dem......den dey oso tok bad abt india....i oso scolded dem.....dis shows i lurve both of dem equally.....dey r like my two eyes(same old explanation).......cannot live w one eye.....with one ear.....yeah......got so agitated by dat person lor.......nvm

having fever n head ache again, temperature now is 37.9 degrees celsius......haix.....shivering a lot.....juz took a tablet...gonna c doctor soon...... wonder wat is wrong w me *thinks deeply*.......

gtg liaozzz.....byeeezzz..... *+,*


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Sunday, March 28, 2004