hi.....nth much happened to dae....very little things happened......but were damn exciting..... /i:li:n/ was very cute todae.....sum 1 oso very nice todae.....so sad cant go crez awards......very scared to go n ask pappaa for $5 to go for sumth tt is not compulsory.....cant xplain to him y i wanna go....actually i wld do anything for SUM PPL....but i very scared liaoz..... so happy sum 1's friend called me _______ of sum 1.......i tink only farzanah will understand wat dis is.......didnt realise another sum 1 was sitting rite there....but was sooooo engrossed in doing Science.....evry one says tt dey get full marks in sec 2 science chapter 6 & 7 but i get all wrong only in dis two chapters.....haix....i m so weird...nvm....i at least get A1 for science......and maths....my dad was so happy i got 4 A1s for common test....but he is very ridiculous.....he wants me to get A1 for all the subjects.....summore wants me to get full marks in all subjects.......other subs mebbe can....but english....my compre and compo sux like hel.....nvm......i shall try my level best.......yesterday....happy in school.....at home.......lost all my peace......evry ting oso my fault....if i get too happy in sch....i muz be looking forward to lose my peace at home....it is always liddat....i shall not b happy in sch......no matter wat happens in sch......i shall try my best not to b too happy in sch.....i dun hv sumting called privacy......dey muz take my things....i evry week arrange my bookshelf as i m a so called organized and neat person......but they dun let me b organized....anyhow go n mess up mi things.....! no wonder i m starting to lose many of my things lor.....my calculator....my maths text book oso u noe!

my younger sister another one......give her a bit of liberty, muz climb on my head one.....i told my mother to compare the way i treat my sis w da way other ppl treat their sisters.....my mother said......our culture is totally different frm theirs.....wat nonsense is she toking lor......FINE! I shall obey my mother and shut my mouth.....i shall not say a word as i dun even hv the rits to say......

my dearest sum ppl.....pissed off w me as i was lying down in front of dem when dey were spending all their energy......dey said i shld hv gone home da mom i was sick during da camp......u tink i m such a goon to stay in sch when i m given a choice whether to go home or stay in sch arh???? well i m stupiddest stupid....idiotic idiot....but not to the extent tt i dun wanna go home when i m sick and i m givem a chance to go home......but y did i didnt wanna????? my mom was suspecting a lot......OMG! how u expect me to go home?!

my grandma.....pestering me to go n study now......fine....i shall go n be an obedient girl....i decided to b very nice!!!!! FINE! HAPPY?!



posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, March 26, 2004