alo.....

so happy.....recently chatted w HER.....so happy....first tym she came online aftr i added her......got back maths test.....did quite badly....results werent as i expected........but my frens say it is very high oredi.....r dey juz sayin tt to console me or wad.....my dad wans me to get full marks......aiyah......todae had to bk one of my dearest class mate for wrong earing in da wrong ear hole........no choice b cuz a teacher asked me to bk her n she was standing dere watching me write her name in da demerit ticket........

got back a lot of eng CAs......did so badly....dunno wta is difficult but difficult.........trying my best to improve but still cannot leh.....watta do......

juz asked ms goh if i can ask my parents whether i shld give mi name for da oratorical contest......challenge shield......budden she confirmed tt i muiz go lor....she gave me da form to fill up......starting to b very nervous.....nvm....i lose oso i dun care.....participation is impt.......i shld get rid of my stage fear........i wanna b cum a gd speaker......hahahaz.....

i m being loaded w a lot of home works n tests.....sec 2 onli.....liddat.....sec 3 leh? sec 4 leh?wahlao......so scared.....so anxious.......aiyoh.....cannot catch up liaoz....summore go hme so late.......evry day sumthing pops up....evry day one assignment........got tuition summore.....aiyoh! i m dying of stress....i m oredi half dead.......still hv art project n a paper cut.......den hv hw given by dad.....hv my own practices n targets of bks to finish practising n complete by dis wk....i barely relax......onli once i was online for 3 hrs.....juz b cuz was chattin w sum one....i allowed my self to do so as i relax once in 7 days or smth liddta.....sundays oso no break...........

in comp lab rite now.....going to go n do tuition hw den leave for tuiton at 5.20......saw sum 1s eating lunch.....nvr c anthr sum one.......dunno where dey hide.....dey r so mysterious.....

gtg liaoz.....
byees. *+,*

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Thursday, April 08, 2004