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OMG! i m sooooooooo DEAD lor! was in bus stop.......farz had juz left in da 132 tt had juz left.......i was waiting for 111......i had juz finish eating my ice-cream.......i saw a familiar face tt appeared out of nowhere........as i was engrossed in my own thoughts abt my class......(whole class got in to trouble)....anxious......didnt noe it was da most impt person!!!! i was behaving normal.....not da way i b have when i see her...... i looked at her....still thinking....i had a feeling i was supposed to open my mouth and say sumthing....but it didnt stike to my stoopid brain tt i was supposed to say gd bye........so i started munching mu ice-cream faster.......budden....nvr open mi mouth to say gd bye lor! i looked at her......she stared at me......i was thinking....hu is she....?! looks soo familiar but dunno hu she is.......y is she staring at me like dis.?!!!! thoughts flooded my mind...all other wild thoughts except for hu exactly she was........den i got up da 111 bus which came quite soon..den i turned b hind out of nth......i opened my mouth inadvertently......den.....closed my mouth.....got up da bus....she still was staring at me...only aftr da bus left did i realise hu it was........!!!!!!!! it was da most impt person of _ _ _ ! MY GOD LORH! so scared....i hope dey can understand...........*full of high hopes*

last night had a very strong feeling tt todae dere was smth very serious gonna happen........n tt my whole class was going to get in to deep deep deep trouble.......n summore hindus b lieve tt for women, if da right eye keeps on blinking by itself, tt means smth very serious, wrong or unexpected was gonna happen todae.........was very restless since dis morning.........still was having tt strong feeling lor...........

evry ting was fine todae.....except tt sum one nvr cum to sch......n i was oso pissed off(not b cuz of her not cumin to sch), n i saw hueva i wld b cravin to c on othr days......i muz c dem when i m extremely pissed off issit? i wanna c dem other tyms cannot lah......oh........i saw dem soooooo many tyms u noe.......

den came CME period........horrifying period...........i shall not tell in detail......

ppl cant take april fool's joke issit? wad do dey tink ? S3 so wat....in no way r we lower dan any of da othr classes k.........we r going to show extraordinary unity.....tt's all i can say......our class is very united ok..........all i can say is tt our class has a prob......

anxious on wad's gonna happen on monday.........tt was y i didnt even noe hu was in front of me in da bus stop.....didnt noe wat i was suposed to do if i c dem sum where n when i was going home.....hope dey can understand lor.......todae whole day has been a horrible day for me.....

of all days....muz tmr b a holiday??!! we r going tp suffer frm anxiety of wat is goint to happen on monday lor.......as junior councillors.....me n farz did so much to improve our class's reputation.......tt was why we had to b strict n fierce w dem regardless of deir change of attitude towards us.......i dun mean to show off or anything.....we tried our best to uphold da class's reputation......if what i feel is going to happen again..........dere wld go all our efforts in to da rubbish bin.....evry one's efforts wld b futile lor........

all my gut feelings hv been comin true......if wad i tink is gonna happen on monday.........we r gonna be dead! aiyah......so scared!

sat hv IFC test summore.....dunno wad i m gonna do.....i m learning frm pltn mates tt morn only lor.......but dey r so nice to cum early n teach me......

had to chase ppl for letters like mad......still tortured me lor.......

gtg liaoz......byeees


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, April 09, 2004