halo....

comp was jammed....now in farz's hse usin her comp aftr htl...chattin w bro...

wednesday, didnt mean to follow anyone.....actually i was supposed to stay in sch until 5 n den aftr tt go for tuition...dis farz lah...so bad she wanted to go hme....w kairiya n shaf...so i decided to stay in sch....i started readin my bk...sum ppl were attractin attention....

den dey left oredi...i was so engrossed in da story until i forgot da surroundings...a construction worker came to me n put his hand on my shoulders....den i tot he wanted to ask me da way to a certain part of da sch since i was wearin a tie...den he asked me " wanna go out?" den i was totally freaked out lor.....dat was y i went out of sch rushin....wantin to catch up w farz n shaf n kairiya b4 any othr nonsense cld happen.....

my parents r so unreasonable...my mom came n picked me up frm htl centre on tues at 7.00 n brought me to da airport to send off my cousins...to india...den dey scolded me for showin a smiley face....so i bcame sad...den dey scolded me...den i show blank face dey scold me, i show black face or straight face dey still scold me.....i didnt even change my clothes lor...i was da only one in da whole changi airport, hu was in cgs uniform....so maluatin....den i ended up comin hme at 12 midnight....aiyoah!

yesterdae i went to aish's hse w farz, kairiya n malikaa, n of course aish lah...had a nice tym watchin movie...was leanin n lying on malikka...she was doin nonsense...hahaz....no lah..we r not crooks lah...juz hvin fun...enjoyin ourselves w out any risks...den came hme at 7.45 n den prepare for uniform checkin todae....

got back all papers except for geog.....i had 3 as last yr...dis yr drop to 1 a...but den da papers were relatively very difficult....i think i studied too much until i was confused n my brain was like rojak...budden all my marks r within da range i expected...cried until eyes hurt....very painful siah....

farz told me i was b havin like a mad person....she said i was laughin like a ghost n my face was oso like a ghost...it was i think juz b4 recess...n den i was still in tt state sum tym aftr recess....farz told me tt i wanted to go to da toilet n so she accompanied me....den she said tt i went inside n den gave a shrill screechy witch-like, ghost-like, undescribable laughter....i think farz was very freaked out....cuz i recovered frm my state, aftr washin my face again aftr recess, n i asked her wat was wrong...n y she treated me so differently....den farz started cryin n den my classmates n sum juniors told me tt i was b havin like a mad person....i infact even asked farz aftr recess n aftr recoverin, whether recess was ovr or not...farz was shocked! wah lao....now i feel so stupid n lame....hahahaz....farz told me i freaked out a lot of ppl, incldin my juniors...n i had to take such a long tym to convince farz lor....haiz...i realised i was in such a state b cuz i missed 2 marks to a2 for maths...dis is my first tym gettin b3 for maths lor...i shall try less harder as i tried too hard n panicked a lot n studied too much, endin up confusin myself lor....nvm

anyways... i hate aish lor....she got more dan me in a few subjects....

saw her aftr 3 whole days...she finally came to sch todae lor...budden first thing i heard in da morning was tt she has detention....i dun meant to make anyone jealous as tt person noes i love her in a sisterly way....muahahahahahazzz.....tmr hv to go for council photo takin....aftr tt goin for nc again....

anywaes, i wun b able to blog for anthr few days as my stupid internet is not workin....

gtg liaoz....farz naggin, usin ph line in farz's hse mah...
byeezz...

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Saturday, May 22, 2004