hie........

dis is a very long entry........

yesterdae.........

went to buy her prezzie at night at 8.30 pm......was selecting it for abt 1 hr....den finally made up my mind n chose da best i cld find dere......very limited choices dere......den waited for da shop aunty to finish wrappin evrything.......i had to begg my dad to allow me to buy my personal prezzie! he finally agreed but, half-heartedly....
as u noe......i m very bad at persuadin, n convincin n comfortin ppl..........den aftr comin home.........i had to protect dem frm my sissy......she arh....dunno da value of fragile things arh......goodness! nvm......she is only 4 n a half yrs old......but she shld noe da basic thngs rite? nvm.....since i luv her soo much.....i shall forgive her minor mistake......

since morning, evrything has been goin wrong except for one thing.....i shall cum to tt thing later......now i shall begin my entry by listing down evry thing from morning until now.........but b4 i start.............i wld like to sae smth.....HAPPIE B'DAE TO HER! i think todae is oso YellOw Hat's b'dae......if it is.....HAPPIE B'DAE TO HER TOO!

morning evrything was late.......infact, frm last nite itself......last nite...i finished art prep work at 9 pm.....budden i was somehow dalayed in goin to bed......i ended up goin to bed at 11.30 n slept at 12.30 am......

den dis morning i woke up at 5.15 when i usually wake up at 5.........den went down but da van hadnt cum.....so waited waited waited n da van ended up comin late......it came at 6.20 am when it is supposed to cum at 6.10 am.......den reached sch late n was ten min late for traffic duty.......da ppl doin duty b4 me forgotta gimme da gloves i think.......den wanted to borrow frm li ting......she ended up giving me one glove only.......if she had given me da right hand at least it wld hv been betta.....but she gave me da left one.......den i wore da left glove on my right hand n was standing dere like an idiot w one glove......

n den went for assembly den went to class........finished all final touch-up for art prep. work, ms lee was in our class tokin to me n farz when we were doin our work.....she was uskin us to give her feed back abt her teachin as she is a trainee teacher i suppose.......den came down for recess.......n den went to buy food, n had no place to sit.....so had no choice but to sit where i was sittin todae......n den remembered i had to buy a new brush as mine wasnt in gd condition and i oso had to buy a black marker........so rushed to bookshop n bought....u noe i spent all my lunch money on it.....?! it cost me $2.10 which can b used to hv my lunch.......

den end up goin late for exam........den mrs gam came late.....exam started late......i finished it juz on time........in fact i cldnt manage to outline da whole thing......i juz outlined da main pics......it made my final piece look quite funny!

n den mrs gam lah......delayed me n kelly to go for our celebration! our class was da only class in da whole blk, infact da whole two classrm blocks, echo n futura......den we had four of our pltn mates visiting us n askin mrs gam to bring us doqn stairs n she denied k!

n den went down late.......but dis is da one tt has been alright......HER B'DAE CELEBRATION!

HB gave da present which we bought as a whole n i gave her my personal prezzie n a b'dae card.....i hope she likes it......i think dey opened it as a whole........n den dey were 'woooooo'ing here n dere.......i want even sooo hapyy on my b'dae....of course i was sick lah......but i dun remember feelin so satisfied w anything in my life b4.....i hv made a person happy on her b'dae.....da only times when i was so happy was when my sissy was born, when i got gd PSLE results, n when i was posted to crescent.......

sooooooooo sad........didnt mean to hurt LEavEs' feelings.....i mean i seriously cldnt do anything u c.....i asked dem if dey wanna buy n dey didnt wanna......although i wanted to......i felt awkward to give her personally! i hope she understands......n i hope she dsnt dao me......i think natUrE wld react in a very different way frm mondae onwards........dunno abt FloweRs n YellOw Hat........

went hme w aish.......i juz realised tt me n aish hv gotten closer dan we were in our pri sch........i think it is b cuz of nc.....it is true tt ur true frenz cum frm nc, ur pltn mates.......it is very right lor.......

now at home......juz finished practising my Indian Classical Vocal(Carnatic Music, Vocal) n juz recalled how to play Veenai(an indian traditional instrument).....i cant b lieve i forgot how to play tt! nvm.........i shall learn tt again frm my mum when i go back to india for vacation or smth.....

my grandma asked me how cum todae i look very happy and satisfied..........i told her abt natUrE.............den my cldnt even imagine i hv so much affection n respect for her......

yeah! so happie tmr got nc.....i m gonna enjoy myself tmr.........provided my parents allow me to go tmr.....den later got dance class..........which i will oso enjoy n my parents wld surely allow me to go........

juz realised rod is gettin closer n closer! i wun b sad on rod but will be crying miserably.......i think juz like last yr, i m gonna b da first person to start cryin n da last person to stop crying.......

later gtg n prepare boots, call sum pltn mates to ask dem to bring money, n pack other stuff for tmr.....at least muz sleep early todae.........n b healthy for tmr's pt......i musnt report sick! i shall try my best!

gtg liaoz......
byeeeeees

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Saturday, May 15, 2004