i ended up juz droppin on to da canal ground! i tried my very best to endure but......unsuccessful! wad else can i do? i wanted to continue but my physical fitness wldnt co-operate!

feel so guilty for not marchin cuz i reported sick.....budden gotta play captain's ball n was havin a fun tym w my pltn mates.....

all da incidents were mere co-incidence lor.....hu left aftr i left? i where got do tt? i was doin my own work n den left aftr finishin dem......n my exp has been like dis for 13 yrs.....how to change it suddenly? nvm, i shall try.........

i dun show my anger or any othr feelings,in anything, i wld like to make dis clear to sum ppl......

last nite my dad was askin me to go for tuition todae frm 8-2, as he was sooooooooo irritated cing me polishin......n i had to implore him to let me go todae lor......

i deserved dis.........n i deserve more dan dis..........soooooooo angry w myself for doin sumthin lor!

nvm.......gtg
byees


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Sunday, May 16, 2004