wat da.......wateva u call it.......geog arh....wateva ms fam said will cum out didnt cum out.....wateva she said wun come out came out......wat is dis lor.......budden got hope tt i hv improved frm my previous tests......

went to collect higher tamil results.......wah lao.....u noe dey scared me like xiao! for my listening compre dey go n put 16/40! i was like.....WAT! but da mistake was so obvious lor......dere were only ten qns.....i got one of dem wrong.......so even if it is upon 40 i shld get 36......so m,y total marks for SA1 were 15 % lesser dan my CA marks.....den da teacher said..."u did very poorly for ur composition......tts y u hv such a great difference in ur marks......usually da difference is within ten marks u noe.....u better buck up k?" den i was lyk.....how cum i deprove so much lor.....?! dunno how cum dey didnt notice da mistake when dey had two teachers markin da paper n two teachers checkin dem......den i pointed out da mistake n i got an increase of 20 marks lor.....!

juz imagine! if i hadnt went to check da papers todae, i wld hv gotten 20 marks lesser.....my mthr was supposed to cum w me todae.....but as a result of communication gaps between us......i went first....den my mthr had gone dere.....she checked da papers....came home rushin to congratulate me...........i didnt noe abt my class position until she told me lor! she gave me a pleasant surprise......budden i m still not happy w my results lor.....

juz came back frm english tuition......saw staff sze hui while comin back......i didnt recognise her at first.....den aftr i walked past her i recognised....den i greeted her n den went to look for da b'dae present......actually dey werent wat i expected......i want smth more dan dose......nvm.....i shall go n search for better ones tmr......aftr finishin my art prep work......now i m supposed to b lookin thru maths......budden so stressed up until i found out tt i need sum relaxation for my saturated brain.......tt's y i m bloggin now......

u noe yesterday i came home at 3, bathe.....den read story bk for relaxation.....den i was revising geog for da 6th tym, frm 4 pm all da way to 12 midnight.....! i forgot to even hv my dinner.....i even forgot to go to da rest rm or drink water u noe! i only had one break tt was to cum n sit in front of da comp for exactly 1 min....i timed myself w my stop watch.....

den i went to bed at 12.30, set da alarm clock to ring at 3 am n den slept at 1, 1.30 arnd dat tym.....den i woke up at 3 and studied geog until 5 am .....den frm 5 i started gettin ready for school......so i had survived dis whole day w 2 hrs at most, w out sleepin during da daytym todae....n i m still awake.....

my sister another nuisance u noe....i m so nice to her...i dun scold her, unlike sum other sisters hu i noe.....i give in soo much to her she climb ovr my head......i treasure da presents given by my friends for my b'dae.......deir value is more dan my life......n i kept dem in a place where my sister cant c or reach....she sum how saw dem n demanded for dem............my parents oso took many of dem n gave it to her lor! all da items are breakable u noe! n she broke one of dose! i got so angry until i was abt to give her a tight smack on da head.....my face was totally red......my hair on my hands stood up......but i controlled myself very hardly......wah lao! how can i trust her n leave my things?! my sch bks...i cum hme n open dem....dey r all scribbled n sum of dem torn......how to survive like this! idiotic idiots! i totally hate dis can! so frustrated!

FINE! i shall zip up n go n put my head in to maths text book! i sumhow have to survive dis kinda env....if any1 else were in my place.....i tell u dey sure wld hv lost temper very badly......how wld u feel if u take so much pains to take down pages n pages of notes...........u discover all of dem r torn n scribbled when u cum back home?! muz my sister ask for my things onli?! wat is so nice abt it! hello lor! shld scold her n bring her up properly......if not for my parents....at least i shld do tt...........her future shldnt b spoilt......

gtg
bye

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Thursday, May 13, 2004