alo...
saturdae...continuation...

went for dance...had a nice tym...gonna finish jathiswaram...quite fast lah...unlike my music class...planning to go for veena class soon...so exciting!

anna came home...i call her by her name...we r tt close...nice fren...but very old fren for me...she is 27 yrs old...we all had a nice dinner...wow! my mom had cooked so many varieties man...chicken tikka masala, chicken 65, steamed chicken, chicken w gravy, fish shallow fry, vegetable fried rice, white rice, salads, chicken porridge, mixed vegetable chicken soup, and the famous Indian Masala Tea...WOW! i lurved my mummy's cooking...

den went for a walk w anna, my mummy, n my sis...saw a 2-week-old baby girl...so keeeeeeewwwwwwwwwt! i carried it...da head was unsteady...it was shakin all ovr...hahaz...since i hv experience in handling my sister right from da tym she came out of da operation theatre(i carried her even b4 my mom dis, as my mom was unconscious after her caesaerian, *so honoured*), i wasnt afraid to carry dis baby...hahaz...babies r also something which i lurve!!! den da baby woke up frm its sleep...den gave me a broad smile...den we had to go...so i handed ovr da baby back to its mother...den said bubbye n left...

went back home...anna took her bag n was preparing to leave...i
was very sad tt anna was leavin...she is leaving for home(London)this thursday....so it wld b quite a long time when i c her da next tym...mebbe she wld b married by tt tym...now tt she has finished her Ph.D.....so both of us were sad...last yr she was da one hu taught me science n as a result i got 83.5 for science SA2 last yr lor...miss her teachin man...so when she left she hugged me n said gd bye...i literally cried...she too felt da same way...oh man...dat was da first tym a person, not a family member...neither a fren of my same age grp...had hugged me man...

hahaz...bid her farewell...n sent her off...

sundae...

my sister is so nice lor...my parents scolded me for smth tt wasnt my fault(as usual)...so i ended-up crying...my sister was da only soul hu even bothered to comfort me lor...she came, made me lie down on her lap, she wiped my tears w her soft, tender hand lor...den she said a few comforting words lor...she is da only person hu instills a sense of belonging in me, to my family lor...u noe how i felt when her two helping hands wiped my tears? i felt as though i had reached da peak of my happiness, peace, dere was no end to my joy...

but sumtyms she is quite irritatin, as in not really irritating la...but she demands a lot for my stuff...but if she dsnt do tt at least, den she is not a younger sister oredi lah...but she noes how to express her luv for me...da thing is tt i dunno how to express my luv for her...i m naturally an expression-less person lor...tt's y my compo oso no exp., no feelin lor...den my sister gave me 4 good-night-kisses tt day lor...hahazz...she is da first person hu can cheer me up lor...da second will be F&N, da third will be farz...hahahazz...

den went to aish's hse for dinner...wat a surprise dere! i saw yellow hat's class mate, rathi abhinaya...had a nice tym w da old farzana(my primary school friend), abhi, aish, abhinithi n sum others...den came home n went to after a refreshing bath...

okie...
bubbye...

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Tuesday, June 15, 2004