so pissed!

i left sch at 2.15 when i m supposed to leave at 2.00 as a result of da circumstances......den rushed hme.....reached hme at 3.00....when i was supposed to reach at 2.45.....my mom not yet back hme lor.....

aftr removin my shoes.......i realised my leg was red n swollen....dunno wat happened lor....my ankle da permanent injury dere.....oso very very swollen lor......i think i strained my leg too much.........

ouch....tt hurts.....my ankle.......cum hme w dis stupid ankle like dis u noe wat i get at hme? loads n sacks of scoldings.....NONSENSE! i nvr use my common sense to call my mother frm sch to ask her to cum n pick me up.....yah......correct.....d u noe tt i dun go anywhere in my sch uniform? n d u noe how weird it is to go to a hospital in tt attire? i dun hv common sense wat.....i dun even hv sense wadd.....if i hv da sense day r tokin abt i wldnt b here.....my name wld b in guinness record.....

so now.....my eye appointment is postponed to next thursday n dunno wat chaos is gonna happen.....if dey cant sacrifice deir one day of studies for me......i dun need da stupid eye appointment at all.........aftr all i m juz a burden to da earth....y shld i hv gd eye sight? wat rubbish m i gonna achieve? NOTHING! in dis case y shld i waste evry ones time n efforts for my stoopid eyesight?

computer's mouse not workin...i m da one at wrong.....computer not workin i m at fault......dey dun use da computer at all u noe.....i m da only person hu uses da computer.....yeah rite....

dis farz arh....i came all da way to sch so earlie to do hw w her......she last minute cum n tell me she got cca at 10....if i had to do hw all myself i might hv as well stayed at hme....or cld hv cum takin my own sweet tym......

da eye appointment ppl anthr goons....dey called us dis morning at 7 n told us tt i hv an appointment at 3.20pm todae.....

farz arh....i asked her to wait for me until 2 she cldnt....she wanted to go hme w shaf....i asked her to wait juz 1 hr n she cldnt....d u noe juz for her sake i sacrificed my sleep(i slept at 3 am cuz of my sis last nite n woke up at 6.30 dis morning), rushed n came to sch......i sacrificed 4 hrs of comin to school takin my own sweet tym n my remainin 4 hrs of sleep juz for her n she cldnt sacrifice 1 pathetic hr for me.....d u noe i m so heart-broken n utterly disappointed w her......i m not angry w her.....i m juz disappointed.....but it need not necessarily bother her.......dis is da only place where i can crapp n explode.....so pls dun mind me ppl......i m sry it i hurt any one.....i wld only b angry rarely....when ppl go beyond limits or irritate me......other wise i will juz b disppointed.....which dsnt bother or offend anyone usually........

FINE!
i hv to bear!
ENDURANCE w disappointment ALL THE WAY!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Thursday, June 03, 2004