alo...
 
fridae...
 
morning woke up damN late lorh! i usually wake up at 5 n dis morning i woke up at 6.40 can..i think i noe y...cuz last nyte, my parents directly went to my cuz's hse as it was her b dae, frm deir work place.so i had to wait until 2 am to get my maths test paper signed n to get my pocket money fer todae...so i ended-up sleeping at 3.00 am.i guess in mi sleepiness, i 4gotta set da alarm clock. so i woke up at 6.40 am lorh! i rushed worse dan i do in NCC, n left mi hse at 6.55, took a cab n luckily, by god's grace, i reached sch at 7.05am...my heart was really thumping very very hard lorh! i was damn scared...summore lat nyte had a dream of gettin booked as i was late...tt was when i woke up...
 
den had taf run.hadta run 3 rns arnd big carpark.ran two rnds n guess wat happened?! u noe my ankle dere got da permanent injury rite?i sprained tt part again lorh! n it immediately b came v swollen...i din noe hw i was gonna spend my rest of da day...den sumhw managed my way to da council meeting in frnt of da flag pole...n den juz remembered had sci practical plannin test...so had a "wonderful" time rushin baq to class...n den had maths...so sad mrs lim din cum todae...so had sum sums to do n den did our own stuff...l8r went fer recess, den d&t, n den CS ...
 
mr sem visited us! we all clapped n cheered like mad when he entered...den we all started complaining to him abt our "dearest" form teacher mrs gam...he was lyk "wateva it is still give her da respect as ur form teacher n bear w her", den we said "we respect her but she dsnt repect us" n so on la...den we were released at 1.40pm, slowly managed my way baq to class n den went to canteen....guess wat. my lunch was a sand wich n nth else. den went fer speech day rehearsal...
 
wah lao! so disappointing lorh! took so much efforts to learn wad i was supposed to do at da prize-giving table n den ended up dey sae, da cert-givin is at 9 plus lorh! initially we were told tt da cert-givin was at da end ...so we tot aftr our hmt oral we can cum baq...aiyoah! now dey said it is at 9 or 9.30...so obviously even if we ask to go fer da oral ferst, n rush baq, we wun b able to reach on tym..so dey r finidn replacements frm sec 3...so on speech day, i will neither b goin fer guard of honour nor cert-givin...all in all, i wun b able to go fer speech day at all...
 
i hadta do all da sorting out stuff, carrying stuff n so on w my aching, swollen ankle...but no pt la..not gonna go fer final dae...
 
watched da news! OMG! 80 lives juz gone lidat! i guess u all shd hv heard abt da fire accident in a school in india n 90 lives(latest update) r gone! n dey dun even hospital facilities lorh! dey all r suffering so much n i m here hvin a relatively more comfortable life! i saw da news n i had night mares last night...dey showed pupils all burnt lying on top on one another, abt 15 of dem burnt beyong recognisation! n 15 parents still hvnt gotten deir childrens' dead bodies can?! since dere wasnt any space in da so called hospital, burtn pupils were lying on da ground, groaning in agony! my whole family was crying last nite at 11.00 pm while watchin da news on sun tv...it really melted my heart...in fatc it broke my heart...da pain, da suffering all dose primary 3, 4 n 5 kids wld hv gone thru b4 dying...horrible man! dey hv died such a horrible agonising death. all dese juz cuz dey r poor n da area dey were living was suffering frm poverty..tho dey were poor n deir parents were poor, dey had da hunger to study...n dis was wad dey got as a reward, death! dey paid a penalty of deir lives, 90 lives fer being born to poor ppl...n da gift dey got fer deir eagerness to study despite deir poverty...i shd treasure my life in s'pore...i shd make a big difference in india...i m gonna do it! i can do it! fer MY COUNTRY! india is gonna improve v soon! i b lieve in her, bharatha maadha! jayathi jayathi bharatha maadha, mudha keela, nikilamaatha, varaniratha, natha jana sukithaa, jayathi! jayathi! jayathi! n i hope s'pore wil oso play a part in makin india a better place as s'pore n india r v gd frenz...

saturdae...
 
anw, todae went fer ncc w my ankle...tot it wld b ok.in da end, it was troubling me n i hadta fall out...den went to mobil, gobbled up mi lunch, n den rushed fer dance class. came hme, washed my face, refreshed miself n went fer dance class in 10 mins...danced w my stoopid ankle, now it is swollen aftr todae's strainin activities...tmr got parade summore...
 
anw, dance rox! ncc rox! crescent rox! creznc rox! 
 
i asked my whole family to cum n my dad n grandma agreed...so 99.9% dey r cumin tmr to watch da nnc day parade...unless smth realli cocks-up n makes dem unable to cum tmr...i hope nth liddat happens...

ookie dookie, needta go n prepare my uniform, my own hw fer myself to do, n other stuff...
 
bubbye!



posted by battle between mind and emotions at Saturday, July 17, 2004