alo...

long tym nvr blog liaoz..busy w common tests...

anw, got a lotta things happen dese few days..but too lazy to type evry single one of dem..so da impt news are..

yest was fridae da 13th...n tru enuff..it was a horrible day fer me..got common tests n summore go su many scoldings frm so many ppl..i kept on makin blunders n ended up gettin horrible scoldings frm ppl..wah lao! ppl treat me like slaves can?my grandma at 12.00 midnight, when i was gonna sleep aftr studying fer dunno hw long, asked me to sweep da floor..n i did so...den asked me to hang da washed clothes n i did..asked me to do dis do tt n i did evry thing when since da tym i came hme, i studied only frm 10 to 12 n all da othr while, i was sweepin da house n mopping it lorh! i was so damn pissed off can! haiz..nvm, i shall think of it this way..i m so helpful..i m so reliable to doo all sorta werk..dey all trust me to do da tasks completely n neatly...so i m sooooo HONOURED!

got exemption frm running n jumping activities fer 3 weeks...my tendons n ligament r v badly strained n r a bit damaged..so i v worried abt my orienteerin test..sry eshwaaree..i m givin u too much troub..pls bear w me..

secondly, watched ndp on tv on aug 9..i feel tt it is juz a bigger version n a more honourable version of ncc day parade..so proud tt sis gotta march in ndp! she was da only one frm crescent to march in ndp u noe! so proud to hv u as my godsis! anw HAPPY BELATED BIRHDAY SINGAPORE! 39th b'dae! s'pore shd prosper more!

common tests r not tt bad so far..eng n lit..i think i hv done better dan my othr tests n exams.. i hope i have improved..budden my brain is so saturated n is not takin any othr information..i shd improve my state..

sis tot me electricity n light..hahaz..i think she has refreshed her memory..thankyou sis!

still hv history, science, maths, d&t n htl...muz study harder..my dad's askin me to study harder leh..i m oredi tryin my very best lor..nvm i shd study until i go mad i think..if tt's wad he wants, i dun mind doin tt fer him..

ppl want me to put on a show i can but i dun like to cuz tt is a way of hypocrism..so i wun unless i really hv to..ppl wan me to b myself, i can surely b n i m oredi myself..juz tt ppl dun understand tt dis is my trueself..if i ask further qns, i m surely gonna b hurt..so i shant ask anymore n continue being myself..but i still dunno hw to prove to dem tt pleasin othrs is my trueself..haiz..n im not trying to suck up to ppl...if tt's wad u call suckin up..i dunno wad r sum othr ppl's actions called as..haiz..

my sis wanna join crez nc leh! she says she wanna wear da no 1 uniform aftr watchin ndp..i hope she can join n b one of da ppl hu will bring honour n glory to crez ncc! she says she wanna follow my footsteps..she wanna go n join clementi pri sch n den go to crescent n she wants to take ncc as her cca...dis means tt i hv bin a gd role model to her!

anw advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDIA! tmr is her b'dae...57th b'dae..may u prosper further india..

learnt a lesson frm flowers...flowers nvr live fer themselves u noe..dey bloom n give freshness to da environment n too ppl's mind..dey r used to beautify da environment..indian women keep dem in deir hair..to make dem look beautiful..n when ppl's warm breath is felt by da flowers, dey wilt faster dan dey usually do..n finally when flowers die, ppl juz throw dem away...we all shd not totally b like flowers la..but shd hv tt kinda mindset..tt we shd help othrs n be as useful as possible to othrs...we shd also live fer ourselves..but not totally fer ourselves oso..

htl is so irritatin..budden since my eng is bad, i hv to continue..da teahcer has tamil typing oso fer ca u noe..pls la..got so many types of tamil keyboards n i noe only one of dem...he says muz type da uptlc type of keyboard, tamil 99 keyboard n i noe only anjal key board..n da test is on tuesday lorh..so unfiar fer me as i dun hv tt keyboard at hme to practice at home..haiz...

dis song really gave me encouragement lorh...i hv made up my mind to follow da lyrics of dis song..

ovvoru pookkaLumae solgirathae
vaazhvenRaal poraadum porkaLamae
ovvoru vidiyalumae sogirathae
iravaanaal pagalondRu vanthidumae

nambikkai enbathu vaeNdum nam vaazhvil
latchiyam nichaiyam vellum oru naaLil
manamae oh manamae nee maarividu
mazhaiyo athu paniyo nee mothividu

uLLam endrum eppothum
udainthu poga koodaathu
enna intha vaazhkai endRa
eNNam thondRa koodaathu

entha manithan nenjukkuL
kaayam illai sollungaL
kaala pokkil kaayam ellaam
maRainthu pogum maayangaL

uLi thaangum kaRkaL thaanae maNmeethu silayaagum?
vali thaangum uLLam thaanae nilayaana sugam kaaNum?
yaarukkilai poraattam? kaNNil enna neerottam?

oru kanavu kaNdaal, adhai thinam muyandRaal
oru naaLil nijamaagum..
manamae oh manamae nee maarividu
mazhaiyo athu paniyo nee mothividu..

vaazhkai kavithai vaasippom
vaanamaLavu yoasippom
muyaRchi endRa ondRai mattum
moochupola swasippoam..

latcham kanavu kaNNodu
latchiyangal nenjodu
unnai vella yaarum illai
uRuthiyodu poraadu..

manithaa un mathai keeri vithai podu maramaagum
avamaanam, padu tholvi, ellaamae uRavaagum
tholvi indRi varalaaRaa?
thukkam enna en thozha?

oru mudivirunthaal athil theLivirunthaal
antha vaanam vasamaagum..
manamae oh manamae nee maarividu
mazhaiyo athu paniyo nee modhividu..

nice lyrics rite? those hu dun understand tamil n hu wanna noe da meanin of da lyrics, pls go n ask ur tamil frenz...sry i too lazy to provide translation..hahaz..nidta go n study fer common test..
bubbye









posted by battle between mind and emotions at Saturday, August 14, 2004