alo...

long tym nvr blog..one outta 7 days of exams has bin ovr..a lot of things hv bin happening..but too lazy n v long to write here..anw i din noe mrs gam had such a sad side of her life..i pity her..all her temper n tantrums r forgiven..it is resonable fer her to have dun so la..i can understand hw hard it is..i m glad she dsnt torture othr classes n takes rites w us n shows all her temper on us..nvm...let her b tt way...i shall b nice to leave her to let out her anger, sadness n frustration on us..i shall tolerate dem..

eng exam is dun w..compre was horrible...summary was equally horrendous.. haiz..but compo n report i think i hv dun much better dan da othr tests n exams...haiyoah..i feel so stressed! i hv revised all my othr subs like 5 tymz?! n i hv bin revisin regularly evrydae..n i still dun feel confident lorh! wo pu zhi tau! i dunno! i really really dunno watta sae leh...haiz..

nvm..i got no mood to blog oredi..so sian..i feel so useless...juz rottin dwn here..no mood to study oso...n last nite was practisin writin essays until 11 n had dinner at 11.15 pm..den practised a bit more n read up sum vocab phrases..den went to bed at 12...den until one i cldnt sleep...so i came back out of da rm n set up my study table to study again...i studied until 4.30 am... altogether, i wld hv written abt 10 dif types of essays n wld hv read up 2 bks of gd phrases...still din feel sleepy...den forced myself to sleep as tt day was examination day...den slept frm 4.30 to 5.30 am...n den got ready fer school..until nw, hv bin surviving w 1 hr of sleep..haiz....dunno hw many more days i will hv to suffer frm temporary insomnia..mebbe until exams r ovr..but i dun think i can sleep aftr tt cuz i will b worried abt my results...haiz..

ok..nivy relax....dun b so stressed n tensed up..evry one goes thru da same thing as u do.. dun think too much n dun wry too much..leave evrything to god...can get wad u want..b confident...mebbe revise evrything 2 more tymz.. practise doin more exercises...practise makes perfect...hv determination to make a few ppl lose face n get gd results..when dere is a will, dere is a way... n dun always think u wld do badly...expect da unexpected..u can do it! JIA YOU NIVY!


posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, September 24, 2004