hey! got average grades fer my tests...not bad la..anw, guess wad?! i saw sgt yong hui at outram mrt station! tt few moments of unexpected shock n surprise n joy! i can nvr 4get tt...anw, i hv bin missing all my snrs! n specs! n clts!n of cuz, my dear pltnmates! i was happy to c sgt yh as i wanted to c at least one spec fer a very long tym...so da sight of her has satisfied my longing to meet all my othr specs...dis wld last me fer anthr 2 weeks...den i wld long fer dem again..so..i hope sgt yh dsnt mistake me fer feeling dis way..i m sry sgt...haha..okay...pls 4get all my crapp...i hope i can tok freely w her again...

humph! (turns away face) now cums my pissed off part...i was happy rite? y mus u make me dwn by saying wadeva u said ah? cant sleep w out maiking me feel sad is it? wah lao eh...i was so happy to c tt...den u said dun feel happy n 4 get abt tt..hw wld i feel...u think wad u can treat my feelings ah? hu gave u da right to? hu gave u da permission to do so? go n die la u..so sickening..i shall nvr turn to u again! i shall nvr express my feelings to u again! i hate u! i hate u 4eva! happy?! u asked me to feel so towards u...den l8r dun feel sad tt i hate u ok? wad is done is done! i hate u means i hate u! wah lao eh..i m so mad at u! so angry w u! fine la..dun acknowledge me.. anw i liked da way u behaved..budden u dun wan me to like u wad...so ot my prob lor...as if u r da only person in dis werl tt can be liked..i hv so many othr ppl! fine lor! gd bye to u!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, February 11, 2005