hey guys! i m back frm india..rite nw at hme, straight after htl n tamil lit lessons..my trip was enjoyable as well as memorable..

HAPPY NCC DAY TO ALL CADETS! MEMORABLE NCC DAY FOR MY DEAREST PLATOONMATES IN CRESCENT! IT IS YOUR LAST NCC DAY IN CRESCENT...I AM SURE YOU ALL WOULD NEVER FORGET THIS DAY! well...i saw 3 crescent ncc cadets in da mrt...looked like sec 1s.. well..i recognise dem as crescent ncc cadets... but obviously dey wun recognise me as their senior or as an x-crescent ncc cadet.. well..I MISS NCC! . AIYAH..I WILL LIVE WITH THE SWEET MEMORIES I HAD IN NCC FOR 2 WHOLE YEARS IN MY LIFE...well...i might go n be a medic in the INA (Indian National Army) for abt a year or so to show my patriotism and to contribute my part to my country...if i cant go dere, i wld probably do my part by serving the poor in my country as a doctor..but all i wish for is..i shd not get a chance to serve da poor in india..u noe y? cuz i want poverty to get out of india before i finish my higher studies... i wun wry tt i din get a chance to serve da poor..i can find another way to do my part..but, poverty shd be chased out of india..dere shd not be a single beggar...

Jai Hind!
Bharat Mata Ki Jay!
Indian,
Nivetha!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Friday, June 30, 2006

hey guys!

This entry is all about my childhood memories and the most enjoyable time i have had in my life so far...da important character in this entry is my cousin, friend, well-wisher, philosopher, n everything, Varun!

our friendship started when he was born,on september 2nd 1992, when i was 1 and a half years old..since den, we stayed in da same house..we slept together, went to da same school, we ate together, we played together, enjoying each other's company; every morning, i used to drop him in his class before going to my class...we went out together..he was stuck to me n i was stuck to him...we used to run around da coconut tree in front of our house, playing catching...n we had da same hobby, pulling each other's hair..dere was not a single day we din fight..

when varun came to India this tym, i realised he has changed so much..his appearance as well as behaviour...well, it might be very obvious tt these would change as one grows up..but, i can't digest da fact tt he has changed so much..however, da core has not changed...i was surprised to noe tt he shares da same sentiments as me..i expected him to have forgotten everything cuz most of da ppl who go away frm their relatives, dey might forget da times they had spent with them..but he still remembers our childhood days, da days which we were together all da tym..we never parted with each other for seven whole years...until february 1997...da day my peace and happiness collapsed as well as my cousin left for USA..

i juz looked thru all our childhood pictures...dere is even a picture of me pulling his hair, sitting on shiva's walker...gd evidence for all our fights..he is da one n only guy in my life so far, who i m so close to. da very first friendship, partnership i hv got in my life, right from 1 year old. n at tt tym, he was da only relationship i treasured n appreciated. i din understand da value of any other relationship then...not even da value of my parents...i was too young 4 tt i guess... we fought all da tym..but i guess all those kiddish quarrels juz bonded us more tightly...helping us to overcome all da inhibitions we would have had if we had been nice to each other right frm young..

anw, sry for boring u with my own sad stories..well...i juz hope our friendship lasts 4 ever! i might juz break down on his shoulders when i leave this friday...haiz..da second most impactful separation in my life..first tym was when his parents separated us unintentionally when they left for USA in 1997...second tym is gonna be dis friday...da last tym when i came, we fought often n so it din have tt much impact on me..but dis friday's separation is gonna be very impactful on me cuz we din fight at all...in fact, we got so much more closer..miss u loads da varun!

well, his youth seems to be as equally enjoyable as our childhood..but for me, my childhood is the most enjoyable tym..my youth is a struggle...well...at least, let him enjoy his youth!

ok den, c u guys soon!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Monday, June 19, 2006

hey guys!
I m currently in my uncle's hse.."enjoying myself"...well..the main part of my journey is approaching soon..my other uncle together with his family and my grandma r coming here tmr..n abt 30 others from our extended family and 4th circle of family members are coming to visit us one by one in da next 5 days..well..having fun..but feeling guilty of not studying as intensively as i used to study in s'pore..haiz..well..i m consoling myself finally that life is not all abt studies (look who is toking)...like what ms fahizah says, muz take breaks in between too! muz move 2 steps backwards to move one step forward..at least my progress in not stagnated..it is slow but not still..haiz..i hope to achieve my dreams one fine day! how nice would it be if i wake up one fine morning with a degree behind my name! oh well..it can happen it fantasy but not in reality..

oh..n one more thing..da moment i stepped onto my motherland, out of the flight, i felt a sudden sense of satisfaction and security..after 3 whole years of deadly struggle, i have managed to feel the warmth of my mother INDIA! n guess what, it is really hot here! da last tym when i came here, da temp was 40 degrees celcius..this tym was 35 degrees celcius..not as bad but it is still very hot..but despite da heat outside, emotionally, i have cooled down..i hope to stay as calm as a saint especially during my exams..

before da flight's take off in singapore, i called peng ke n spoke to her for a few minutes..da day before i left, she played the piano, a song dedicated to me, symbolically wishing me Bon Voyage! well..den i was dreaming abt meeting all my long-lost friends and relatives here throughout da tym i was in da plane..how i wish this precious and memorable tym can stay with me forever..how i wish time stops running at this minute! wow! NO O LEVELS THEN! haiz..i know tt would never happen.. "Men May Come And Men May Go But Time And Tide Waits For No Man!" said a great man...it is very very true..well..now i shall stop my nonsense here..n shall meet u guys in my next entry with interesting news again!

C U!
Enjoy ur hols dear classmates and friends! But dun forget to do ur homework n self-revision!
bubbye!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Sunday, June 11, 2006