hey guys!

This entry is all about my childhood memories and the most enjoyable time i have had in my life so far...da important character in this entry is my cousin, friend, well-wisher, philosopher, n everything, Varun!

our friendship started when he was born,on september 2nd 1992, when i was 1 and a half years old..since den, we stayed in da same house..we slept together, went to da same school, we ate together, we played together, enjoying each other's company; every morning, i used to drop him in his class before going to my class...we went out together..he was stuck to me n i was stuck to him...we used to run around da coconut tree in front of our house, playing catching...n we had da same hobby, pulling each other's hair..dere was not a single day we din fight..

when varun came to India this tym, i realised he has changed so much..his appearance as well as behaviour...well, it might be very obvious tt these would change as one grows up..but, i can't digest da fact tt he has changed so much..however, da core has not changed...i was surprised to noe tt he shares da same sentiments as me..i expected him to have forgotten everything cuz most of da ppl who go away frm their relatives, dey might forget da times they had spent with them..but he still remembers our childhood days, da days which we were together all da tym..we never parted with each other for seven whole years...until february 1997...da day my peace and happiness collapsed as well as my cousin left for USA..

i juz looked thru all our childhood pictures...dere is even a picture of me pulling his hair, sitting on shiva's walker...gd evidence for all our fights..he is da one n only guy in my life so far, who i m so close to. da very first friendship, partnership i hv got in my life, right from 1 year old. n at tt tym, he was da only relationship i treasured n appreciated. i din understand da value of any other relationship then...not even da value of my parents...i was too young 4 tt i guess... we fought all da tym..but i guess all those kiddish quarrels juz bonded us more tightly...helping us to overcome all da inhibitions we would have had if we had been nice to each other right frm young..

anw, sry for boring u with my own sad stories..well...i juz hope our friendship lasts 4 ever! i might juz break down on his shoulders when i leave this friday...haiz..da second most impactful separation in my life..first tym was when his parents separated us unintentionally when they left for USA in 1997...second tym is gonna be dis friday...da last tym when i came, we fought often n so it din have tt much impact on me..but dis friday's separation is gonna be very impactful on me cuz we din fight at all...in fact, we got so much more closer..miss u loads da varun!

well, his youth seems to be as equally enjoyable as our childhood..but for me, my childhood is the most enjoyable tym..my youth is a struggle...well...at least, let him enjoy his youth!

ok den, c u guys soon!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Monday, June 19, 2006