hello! dunno y...feeling so possessive ovr certain ppl...i can't stand myself..argh!!! my negative points are that i m overly possessive, have very low self-esteem, not confident of myself..easily annoyed, highly irritable..not trusting ppl too easily..craving extremely for life-long frenz...sum tymz i get soo frustrated with myself for hving dese traits u noe?

n i m still searching for sum one whom i can hv for myself exclusively...peng ke is the first one in that list...but i hv bin separated frm her..haiz..so unfortunate..

anw, hols in india is not tt bad...playing key board, self-learning guitar, browsing da net, playing with my 3 cousins, out of which one is a 4-mth old infant...so keeeewt! den i hv bin updating my personal diary...anw, hv bin hving a few prayers constantly..

dey r:

- i shd c "mango" very soon(my close frends might understand)
- i muz become a paediatrician successfully
- nicolette-kenneth friendship shd stay this close and strong forever.. [it is very very hard to find such frends u noe? i shd say nic is very lucky to hv ken's frenship n ken is very lucky to hv nic's frenship]
- my frenship with peng ke shd last forever...[i shd say it is hard to find a fren like peng ke too! altho she is not very much inclined towards studies, she makes a very good emotional support! altho i only noe her for a year, we hv gotten damn close la..*our frenship started on sept 3 2005, during yellow ribbon walk*]
- everyone i noe shd live a long healthy life n shd stay close to my heart forever!

this is all i hv bin asking god..well..yup..i better sign off nw..bubbyee!

posted by battle between mind and emotions at Sunday, December 03, 2006